i'm sorry if i disturb you with my story

Please I need someone to share my story with . Gilaaa sumpah gatau kenapa pusing banget . Bad feeling trs tiap hari . Mimpi juga begituuu melulu aaaa damn it!!!!!!


Kenapa sih hidup ga adil? Kenapa ? Kenapa? Coba kasihtau gue sini . I'm tired with this fckn fake smile , ya know?!
Parrrrrahhhhh yallah doa yg kemaren sholat ashar disekolah itu dikabulin dong uhuhu . Gatau lagi mesti gimana ini skrg . I know it hurts , but I don't know why I can't stop hurting myself


Nih nih kata2 paling jlep buat gue sm Noora haha

"You say to yourself “I don’t care” but you cried a million tears at night. You say to others “I’m fine” but your heart knows you’re not. You put a smile on your face acting like you’re okay but deep down inside you’re hurt more than ever. You can cry through the pain, smile like everything is fine, laugh your head off. But life is too short to be anything but happy."


Dalem kan? Yakan yakan yakan?

I'm sorry I can't help it . Byebye

last words for today

Akhir2 ini rasanya pengen jedotin pala ketembok deh . Capek sama pusing bengeee wey . Mana......mana...... Mana jd sering ga waras lagi hadeh


Gatau gue kegeeran apa ngga . Gue heran aja , masa ada yg cemburu gitu gara2 gue? Hayah ga syalah? Apa bagusnya gue sih? Yailah gue tau kok rasanya gimana , tenang aja kali gue ga akan ngambil apapun dr siapapun . Janji! Gue tau banget rasanya gimana . Tau banget ha ha ha


Apalagi yawh? Ah ya! Sekarang gue jd sering curhat gitu ke NooraHafiezha ♥♥♥ . Soalnya dia tau banget kalo gue lg galau apa gimana gitu . Padahal yg lain ga engeh hauauau canggih ya . Sayang banget deh ih syama cewekku yg syatu itu hahaha


Hm apalagi nih? Udah ya ? Gue capek . Baru pulang dr sparctix 2010 hihi . Meet me at there yaaa!!!!

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whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , i've posted so many pictures of quote on my tumblr . check my tumblr
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gue lagi getol ngurus tumblr nihhhhhhhhhhhhh , abisnya lagi ga ada cerita yang bisa gu share di blog . males juga kan kalo yang gue tulis itu2 aja , yang gue ceritain dia melulu . gue aja yang nulis bosyen .

oh iyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa jangan lupa dateng ke SPARCTIX 2010 yaaaaa

byebye , kiss hugs muahmuah


*oh iya gue kemaren lagi iseng2 blogwalking , trs tiba2 ketemu postingan di blog temennya diani , namanya baby , itu njlep banget kata2nya sampe ada yang gue capture-it lowhhhh hihi*

a pencil and an eraser

Pencil : You know, I'm really sorry

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong

Pencil : I'm sorry 'cause you get hurt because of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You got smaller and smaller every time

Eraser : That's true, but I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though, one of these day, I know I'll gone and you have to replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please stop worrying, I hate seeing you sad :)

i love this conversation :)

what's on my mind now

KESEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!


gatau ini emang lebay sih cuma gatau kenapa kesel banget . egois ? iya gue tau gue amat sangat egois cuma...........ah tau ah . kalo gamau kenal sm gue gapapa kok . gausah aja kenal dari awal . aaaaaaaaaaaa i hate this fckin shit-uation . gue paling gaksuka nih kaya gini . kayanya gue sm yang lain baik2 aja tp kenapa cuma sm lo sih kaya gini ergh . antipati sm gue? ok fine . fine banget deh . iya gue tau gue cuma kesalahan kan buat lo . iyaiya oke hhhhh sadar li sadaaaar pain sih lo ngarep2 dia bakal baik ke lo lg???? gakmungkiiiiiiiiiiiin . halah udehlah emang ditakdirin kaya org gakenal gini kaliye .


udah deh byebye . ga enak curhat disini . enaknya sm bantal & guling aja sekalian nangisnya biar lega hauauauauashit

Hero - Mariah carey

There's a hero if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away

*And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.

**So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road when you face the world alone,
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

back to * and **

oh, ohhh,Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Hold on, there will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way

back to **
mmmm that a hero lies in.....you.



this song makes me moving on and believe that dreams aren't impossible if we try hard to make it real :) don't stop dreaming!