fckup

Should I start it all over again? Hah? Don't they know I'm so fckn tired ? I'm exhausted...................................




I'm slowly insane

this song is every girls need to hear from boy

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful


And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

i want someone to sing this song for me, someday :) i want somebody who looks me for the way i am , and tells me that i'm amazing just the way i am .

The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show

the cutest and most handsome guy in the world :)

wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu CUTE banget gakseeh . parah deh ah saranghae Choi Minho!

life's so funny , hey

W-o-w akhir2 ini gue mengetahui cukup banyak hal yg amazing dan bikin gue mikir "life is so funny , isn't it?"



I never think that it would be like this haha . Should I laugh? Hm It's like I'm laughing of what I used to be . But.........................seriously it was so unpredictable , out of my thoughts . Yah cuma mikir aja kaliya skrg , jgn terlalu nganggep diri kita sendiri yg paling sedih , paling malang , karena yaa allah itu adil . Like what I said before , I believe that God is still fair when nobody does . Skrg? Ya liat aja keadaannya kaya gmn . Gue aja speechless liatnya . Suer deh , ga nyangka banget bangetan .





Ternyata......... Yg namanya sifat ga gampang ya dirubah . Sekalinya kaya gitu , ya ga menutup kemungkinan dia bakal kaya gitu lg walaupun dia udah janji ga bakal ngelakuin itu lg . Ckckck now I know , it's really really the best way for me .




Oh iya satu lg , watch out your step boy , I don't wanna see karma gets close to you



Okay sekian sampai disini . Mohon maaf jika ada yg tersinggung dan tersindir . No offense kok yapyap xixi . Oh ya hm gue mohon jgn copas kata2 gue yg dulu , duluuu bangeeet itu ya aha



Bye

the last , i hope

Sebenernya ga mau curhat2 disini lagi tapi aaaaa gatauah gue agak2 gimana gitu ya . Kesel lah sama orang yang suka soktau , kalo emang gaktau , gak bener2 tau apa yg sebenernya gue rasain ya gausah komentar ini itulah . Marah? Should I? No . It's childish , boy . Cuma......... Apa ya gabisa dijelasin deh intinya gue GAK marah . Gak peduli juga sama hidup lo . Gue cuma gasuka ada yg ngebahas , nanya , atau ngingetin gue tentang lo . Ish frontal ya ? Hm oke ga maksud . Tapi ewh jujur gue bete banget kalo msh ada yg nanya2 "si itu kenapa sih?" "kak, si itu apakabarnya?" hhhh fak SHOULD I CARE?




Inti dari segala inti . Gue mau move on . Jangan bahas , ingetin , atau nanya2 tentang itu lagi . I don't want to talk about it anymore .

hey fellas

i have no idea nih mau nulis apa aha aha . yaudah gue cuma mau bilang 'dear heart ,get well soon yaaaaa' paraaaaah akhir2 ini lg banyak tekanan batin banget . duh sabar sabar . okey byebye fellas :) gue sekarang jd plurker lg dong . terus lebih suka update tumblr sama kalo curhat sekarang back to binder lageeeeee . jd kan ga ada yg tau yekan yekan asyik


okay i will post about something later . keep blogwalking ya!

melting cuy

CHOI MINHO

Gilaaaaaa parah parah parah. kurang ganteng apa ini woy woy??????? haaaa pindah kelain hati deh. tadinya Taemin sekarang Minho ehe he. tapi Taemin tetep cute koooook. nanti gue upload semua member Shinee yaaaaap . cute2 semua kok mihihi

i'm fine . really :)

smile , laugh , forgive , believe , and love all over again yeaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! *lebay* but seriously moving on isn't as hard as we might think if we really want a happy and better life

good evening!!!!!

Hello bloggie!!! Good evening ning niiiing haha


What's happening now? Hm nothing -_- I just miss my blog wkkw . Well yeah my plan had been worked!!!! No more galau deyyyy hihixixi . Semoga tahan lama yaaa . Semoga otak bisa ngalahin perasaan amin!!!!!! Now I know why I shouldn't follow my heart , cause it has been broken and it needs time to be fixed . So I will follow my mind nowadays until my heart back to normal . And Please please please reminds me if someday I forgot all of my plan and promises .


Palagiya? Udah deh segini dulu . Byebye

hello november

hello november! be nice month pleaseeeee . i hope this month will full with joyness , happiness , and laughter . no more tears yeeeeaaaa!!!

ugh . i'm so fckin tired with 2010 especially october . and thanks god , it run soooooo fast . well , yesterday was his GirlF's birthday and he needed my help to wrote a birthday greeting on an origami . wow it was surprised ! i thought he didn't want to talked to me anymore lalala . yaaaah serius deh gue ikhlas kok nulisnya :)

and today? today is their 10 months mensiversary . and i sincerely said "happy mensiversary" to them this morning (fyi , i mentioned them on twitter loh kiwkiw) and i also wish their relationship will everlasting :))))))))

my friends asked to me why i'm being like this . it's simple . i have my own way to heal my pain . if i crying all the time and regret what happened to me , it would be more hurt than i smile and do positive things . actually i love peace , if they don't ? it's their problem , not mine



my motto : keep smile , stay cool , be strong , and have fun!

xoxoxoxoxoxo:)